Sunday, September 13, 2015

letter to Daddy in CO


Dearest Soulmate,
Here are my top reasons I miss you halfway through your eleven-day hiking/camping/bow-and-arrow hunting wilderness adventure:
10 – sleeping. It’s like I don’t even know how to sleep without my feet tucked under you in some weird way that you find uncomfortable but works well for me.

9 – lost cheese. One night after I put the kids to bed I was eating a block of brie cheese for my grown-up dinner. But then somehow I LOST the cheese.  In our house!! Remember when that happened two houses ago with a stick of butter?  (That just got lost. Not that I was eating and lost.)

8 – eating out. I order something and have to eat it. No one to switch with or steal a bite off of his plate.  Strangers get so cranky when you ask them.

Eating in has been easier because we just throw together whatever I feel like and the little people think I am the best chef ever. Their favorite was frozen dumplings and carrot sticks two nights in a row. (Which I did lovingly thaw. And hello, they were organic.) But then sometimes I just hold out for cheese, of course.

7 – the dog. He is soooo lonesome for you!  He has never chewed up anything in his life but has now destroyed my pink sunglasses.  Also the emergency kit Lucy made Jack (I think to get the marshmallows). Also a granola bar out of my gym bag. Also some papers.

6 – the trash.  What was our plan here?  A truck is helpful with this driveway situation.

5 – Jack is confused. Jack told a dinner guest that you had been gone for years. And another person that it was “just me and my mom from now on”.

4 – church. Today’s message was “Marriage: the Game of Failure” HAHA. Don’t worry, it is an analogy to baseball. It was awesome. Also one day the opera lady sat somewhere right behind me and dad and you can imagine we got the inappropriate chuckles pretty terribly. We behave better when you’re there I think.  We'll have to sit near the opera lady when you're back to know for sure though...

3 – work. I get less stuff done without you here to help with all the laundry, cooking, cleaning, and offspring. Oh my word. Also, fellow agents have witnessed me dealing with our kids pretty sternly in public and are probably scared to do transactions with me now.  One Realtor in Costco especially. But it was cool that Grayson listened to me that time. #winning

2 – kids. Speaking of. They are VERY extremely wonderful, but after a while they started to get on my nerves. No one decapitated a toad or set the house on fire, it was just little things. On the way to town Grayson counted to 100 six times. At first I was proud but then I was thinking, “Oh my gosh. Be quiet be quiet be quiiiiieeeet.” I was still nice (“That is so cool Gray! Oh, you can go higher. Oh, that’s great. No, I can’t wait to hear…”) but it’s easier when we can take turns being nice and I don’t have to be nice ALL the time. I have a nice limit it turns out. I know you already knew that. But I’d forgotten. The nice limit is probably parallel to how often in a day I’ve been able to pee without interruption.

One weekend day they had been needing everything kids needs all day, extra much. I was putting groceries away after dinner and had set up each boy with the kid-specified bowl of expertly handwashed post-dinner grapes and a kid-specified cup of kid-specified beverage that one of them would later spill on some important papers - we should not have papers in our house, just ever - and they were still non-stop asking me for stuff so I said, “Please don’t ask Mommy for even one thing more until I finish putting the groceries away. Eat your grapes.” And it was quiet for ten seconds and then they asked me for six more things. One of them is audibly asking me for something right now IN HIS SLEEP.  It sounds like either grapes or a pie. 

1 – you. I MISS YOU bunches. You are the best life partner.
I will probably come up with some other good reasons. I hope you are having the best time ever! You will already be on the way home when you see this. By then I will have found the cheese, do not fear.
I love you! ga

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